Sunday, July 22, 2012

About the Author



I came from a not so ideal family. I and my siblings grew up with yayas because my parents had to work for us to survive. They give us whatever we want as a replacement for the times they can’t be there for us. I was a spoiled brat back then and wasn't disciplined very well. I lacked supervision from my parents and used to disrespect the elders. I've also had traumatic experiences at home, I've witnessed how my parents fight in front of us. It came to a point that I wanted to die coz I don't wanna be with them anymore. I was distraught and I couldn't find someone to enlighten my mind.  I always pray to God but I never had an answer. I was thinking why can't I have a happy family like the others.  I was longing for the love of my parents. Why can't I find peace and comfort at home. Why can't we eat out  for dinner to celebrate our birthdays or even watch movie on weekends. I couldn't call us a family. I was wishing to wake up one day living with a different family... But as I become more mature, I realized that I shouldn't be thinking that way. I've learned to accept what was given to me,  maybe that was just a test to measure the love I could offer my family. I believe everything does happen for a reason and I'm sure they love us too. Now, I have my own family.. I promise myself that I'll be strong for my children. I'm very thankful to god my husband loves me so much and he’s also trying to be strong enough for our family during the hard times. 

Why blog?
There are days when I wanna share my real life story. How fun my life is and why it sometime sucks, how awesome mommy-hood is and why it sometimes a hassle, how great married life is and why it sometimes give pressure. For a very complicated life like mine, blogging would be a great idea right? It became my outlet and it lifts up my mood when I feel so worn out. It's therapeutic, indeed. 
Me Me Me!
I live life simple. I don't have high end gadgets; I don't put much make up. I don't buy expensive clothes and shoes.
I prioritize family. I'd rather buy them what they want than buy stuff that is not necessary for me. I'd rather stay home and play with my kids than go outside and spend money for fun. :)
I'm a quiet person, but not a loner. I'm noisy when I'm with friends who treat me well. I can just be ME! I'm not comfortable to mingle with people who make me feel discarded. If unavoidable, you'd see me just observing in one corner. I just don't like to gather fake friends. I'm sensitive and I don't like saying things that would hurt others feelings. Likewise, I want them to be sensitive towards me as well. 


 Have a great day! :)


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